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Name: Luin
Age: 22
Location: The Stars
Interests: Reading books of
an interesting and obscure nature, writing about what goes
bump in the night, watching movies that make me ponder what
we believe to be reality, listening to music that would make
God cry.
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Friday, September 2
It is impossibly difficult to look at someone who has been abused, and not feel guilty for being lucky. For those of us who find peace in submission, we run an eternal risk of not knowing if the man we have chosen to call Master is deserving. Indeed, i myself have met such "Masters".
The one who thinks it is all a game. The one who uses it as an excuse to only recieve. The one who uses it as an excuse to take out all that pent up anger and frustration. These wolves in sheep's clothing are so easy to miss, it is scary.
i have been lucky enough not to have had "encounters" with such Masters. In so many cases luck is all that it has to do with. A woman (or man, for that matter) can go into a relationship strong...willful, but fear is a corrosive agent, and it eats away everything that person was. This is not just the case with those of us in a D/s relationship, but with any and all relationships, from family, to friends to lovers.
If you or someone you know are a victim of abuse, please visit:

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Friday, August 26
OK, so this is what happened. i was browsing Yahoo! Personals for the real nut jobs a few months ago. i get bored easily. i came across this profile of this guy that is perfect for me. Did nothing about it.
Fast forward a few months. i tell my friend, about him, and she said, "well, I have a subscription. you should email him." So i looked him up, and under her screen name i im'd him, pretending to be her. Just saying that if he is interested in getting to know her friend, he should give her a call and sh'll hook us up.
Well, the next day she im's me with his reply, that she should send a pic and his email address and bla bla bla. i im him, and talk for a little over three hours. Great conversation! Lots in common! Fantastic. The next day...nothing...the next day...nothing...the next...nothing. Sunday i go to that friend's house, and the next morning i am looking online to see if i can get into my message archive to see what my friends think. Is he interested? Isn't he? Do they think he is just busy? Well, it wasn't my message archive that i opened. It was my friend's.
Turns out they have been talking plenty. He isn't interested in me. Would this bother me? Absolutely not. i am not bothered by people uninterested in me. i'm used to it. What upsets me is that my friend didn't care about my feelings. She didn't even tell me. Maybe i'm naive, but friends do not do that.
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Monday, August 22
Betrayal: Ode to a Life Reborn
Your's was the shoulder
My soul to sustain.
You were the one
Who i turned to in pain.
And when in oblivion,
When fire fell like rain,
You said i'd arise
Like a pheonix from lowliness.
In pain i resolve.
My prison; restraint.
Life unto betrayal
Death unto constraint.
When again i went under
The black sea of disdain
Who'd have thought my best friend
And our friendship the bane.
Like the sunrise
I will live to rejuvinate.
And forever alone
In my heartbroken fate.
For kingdoms might crumble
And my life might desintigrate
I will never let all the world
Get the best of me.
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Sunday, August 21
Now Added: Video of the Moment
Thanks to Video Code Zone i have now added "Videoof the Moment". It will be updated when i am feeling a new song or video.
The lyrics to each song i post will be posted in the comments below.
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Friday, August 19
This is how i feel today.

Watch Tim Burton's "Vincent" here.
The 'Vincent'-Poem, written by Tim Burton.
Inspired by Edgar Allen Poe's 'The Raven' and children's stories by Dr. Seuss.
Vincent Malloy is seven years old
He's polite and always does as he's told
For a boy his age, he's considerate and nice
But he wants to be just like Vincent Price
He doesn't mind living with his sister, dog, and cats
Though he'd rather share a home with spiders and bats
There he could reflect on the horrors he has invented and wander dark hallways alone and tormented
Vincent is nice when his aunt comes to see him
But imagines dipping her in wax for his wax museum
He likes to experiment on his dog Abocrombie
In the hopes of creating a horrible zombie
So that he and his horrible zombie dog
could go searching for victims in the London fog
His thoughts aren't only of ghoulish crime
He likes to paint and read to pass some of the time
While other kids read books like "Go Jane Go"
Vincent's favorite author is Edgar Allen Poe.
One night while reading a gruesome tale
he read a passage that made him turn pale
Such horrible news he could not survive
For his beautiful wife had been buried alive
He dug out her grave to make sure she was dead
Unaware that her grave was his mother's flower bed
His mother sent Vincent off to his room
He knew he'd been banished to the tower of doom
where he was sentenced to spend the rest of his life
alone with the portrait of his beautiful wife.
While alone and insane incased in his doom
Vincent's mother burst suddenly into the room
She said, "If you want, you can go out and play
It's sunny outside and a beautiful day."
Vincent tried to talk but he just couldn't speak
the years of isolation had made him quite weak
So he took out some paper and scrawled with a pen:
"I'm possessed by this house and can never leave it again."
His mother said, "You are NOT possessed and you are NOT almost dead
These games you play are all in your head
You are NOT Vincent Price, you're Vincent Malloy
You're not tormented or insane, you're just a young boy
You're seven years old, and you are my son
I want you to get outside and have some real fun."
Her anger now spent, she walked out through the hall
While Vincent backed slowly against the wall
The room started to sway, to shiver and creak
His horrored insanity had reached its peak
He saw Abocrombie, his zombie slave
and heard his wife call from beyond the grave
She spoke through her coffin and made ghoulish demands
While through cracking walls reached skeleton hands
Every horror in his life that had crept through his dreams
swept his mad laughter to terrified screams
To escape the badness, he reached for the door
but fell limp and lifeless down on the floor
His voice was soft and very slow
As he quoted "The Raven" by Edgar Allen Poe:
"And my soul from out that shadow that lies floating on the floor
Shall be lifted...Nevermore."
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