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It is kind of funny what one considers a nightmare. I realized one of my greatest fears is that someone wont like me.
I am very close to a friend of mine. We aren't the very best of friends (on Jesse will ever be my best friend, and he knows it damn well), but we are
very close. I had a nightmare the other day that she told me off, and told me she didn't like me, and that she never wanted to see me again. I remember leaving crying. And them I woke up and I was terrified.
The scary thing is that this was one of those dreams where you can see it happening in the future, and underneath everything, I am terrified that she really doesn't like me. I work very hard to make the people around me happy, and more than anything I think that is my purpose - to make others happy. I'm just scared that I will lose such a close friend...
This is the kind of dream that will terrify me.

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i'm sick. Sick. Sick. Sick. i would just like to say that douche bags need to all partake in mass suicides. This is why i don't mind suicide cults - it thins the herd nicely.
i was blogg hopping just now and i must say - some people are really irritating in their blogs - why? Let me show you.
How would you like it if every blog you went to is this:
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Sunday, May 29th, 2005 |
| 8:33 pm |
We doin.. big pimpin, we spendin G's.
Laurie is on her way over...I do Love that woman. I will be so happy to see her when she gets her. I am missing her like crazy...
I can't stop listening to the Jay-Z & Linkin' Park album Collision Course. It is a bad ass album and I have Laurie to thank for the introduction and letting me burn it. Thank you!!! |
| Saturday, May 28th, 2005 |
| 9:19 pm |
To build you a new life.
I LOVE YOU LAURIE!!!
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| Thursday, May 26th, 2005 |
| 1:14 pm |
The chase, the bells below
As you all know I have been listening to Billy Corgan's new song "Walking Shade" a lot recently. I Love the video as well...So if you want hear and watch it, just click on ..............................
Steve -
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This is how the whole blog is. OK, i know i don't have the right to criticize the blog of another blogger, however, if you are going to put your life online then you need to seriously take a little responsibility, there comes a point when the words "I love you." lose meaning. Thank you fucker for making three of the most important words in the world meaningless.

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What famous quote are you?
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Your wise quote is: "Fashion is a
form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to
alter it every six months" by Oscar
Wilde.You are a very sarcastic person with a
sharp tongue. You may not be the one always
talking, but your mind is nevertheless
critizing. You tend to have a cynical view on
life itself and be somewhat withdrawn with who
you really are. Society now is in your eyes
corrupted and you wonder how the world will
survive. And people are in your mind very
ignorant and blind to the reality.
What wise quote fits you?(pics) UPDATED
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