Monday, June 13
Innocent Across the Board
OK, here i was, thinking there is no possible way that Michael Jackson is going to get off. Even with the defendant's psychotic mother. i was wrong. Michael Jackson was found innocent on all 10 charges.
That is insane. i really wish i had more to say on the topic, but i think that is all i have to - INSANE.
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i am truly in the Palace of Exhile. i have been removed from the world, not by my own hands but by the hands of others. i have lost my independance. i have lost my will to live my own life, out from under the rule of others. Now, in order to not face the day cold and alone, i must change who i am, for who i truly am is unacceptable on the terms of the population at large.
There is a loe that everyone tells their one single friend "You'll find someone." But what if there is no one for you? Statistically, there are 600 people on this planet that will make you extratically happy, but what they do not tell you is that that does not mean there are 600 people whom you will make happy.
In my world there are "0". i am alone. Always alone.
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Thursday, June 9
OK, so i wake up and i think it is going to be a glorious day. The sun is beautiful, and the skys are clear. And then i do my laundry - the dryer stops after 10 minutes - reason unknown.
Minor set back, no biggie. Until i drive to school to send out my transcripts and the fanbelt in my car snaps. Two hours before work.
Call dad, get it fixed, all fine and dandy. i go to Subway cause i haven't eaten yet. The Subway guy is really hot, (no, not Jared) so i'm thinking my luck has changed. WRONG!
Get into my car and it starts beeping that it is overheating (this is a relatively new car! A 2001!). Turn it off. Turn it back on and turn on the heat full blast (mind you it was in the 80s today). It is ok.
Come to work, the electricity goes out! This shuts off the elevator. We can't find the key to the elevator room, now so when guest checks in - they have to walk up stairs!
Some days you wonder why you got out of bed.
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i just got done tweezing my eyebrows. Men really don't understand what us women go through in making ourselves perfect.
We wax hair from very sensitive places, we know exactly what colors will show off our eyes, the shape of our lips, etc. We can buy clothes that make us look 20 pounds lighter and what really gets me is that men just don't realize how much work it takes to be a woman.
Lucky bastards!
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So, now i have my associates degree. It took me four years. One extra to get out of high school, three in community college cause one year wouldn't transfer. Let me tell you, i don't feel as great as i thought i would. i feel the same. And i haven't gotten a better job yet either.
i wish i could be original like the other people at my school. They are actually doing something with their lives. i'm not doing a damn thing really. They are. i'm jealous.
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